Where is it?

Where is it? I cannot find anything! Aaaaauuuugh!!

My mind is spinning and I am running around the house looking for stuff and forgetting what I was looking for before I even get halfway to finding it.

Where did my raincoat GO?? I had it hanging up......I think.

Where is my flashlight? KIIIIIIDS. What did you do with my flashlight?

So here I sit. 11pm. I decided to sit down and start making a list. What do I need. What do I really need there with me. *Sigh*. Nothing really.

1) My Lord, I need Jesus.
2) Me, I need the real me to show up.
3) I need my teammates.
4) I need prayer support
5) I need to have faith
6) I need a passport
7) I need a plane ticket
8) I need to be patient
9) I to stop worrying about what I think I will need to make this trip a success.

I am just sitting here thinking. Would God not provide for me if this is his plan. No I would never think of testing him. That is not my point. My point is that I am not doing this alone. I have the Holy Spirit counseling me. I have Jesus whom has been there since the creation of begining. I have my God who is for me(and of course the team and those we will see).

Just stop..........think............No..Stop.............Pray.............Pray some more............ Breath in and out.
Now start thinking truthfully about what I really need to bring with me.

1) My willingness to serve others with a heart like Jesus.

Done

Thank you Lord for this team of people willing to go in your name. Thank you for letting me be a part of this, Your work. Thank you for placing in the heart of every person involved in our going, the desire to be a part of your plan fore they gave so generously. Thank you Lord. Just for being so wonderful.

There it is.........Peace.......Grace and Peace